Well we're almost to midterms and I'm so ready for the semester to be over! It's amazing how time flies but drags at the same time. We're all moved in to our Rexburg apartment and while it's a lot smaller than the house we started out it, we love it! The ward is really great (other than super loud sacrament meetings lol) and our neighbors are awesome! Classes are going well...keeping us busy. Between work and school Morgan doesn't have much time left over, but we do find time to watch an occastional MASH episode or go for snowcones :)
One thing I'm realizing this semester is my lack of motivation in my classes. I have no drive to do my homework and I find myself wishing I were just working instead. I don't know if I'm just getting lazy or maybe I'm not heading on the right path as far as school work. Ultimately I want to work with children with special needs. I really miss that job; it was rough but so rewarding and I have so many special memories with the amazing kids I got to spend time with. It's so hard trying to do everything I think I should be doing, and still not feeling quite right about something. Some days I'm so frustrated, feeling like I'm not getting very far into my school work. I look at the future and see several more years of school and it feels like there's no end in sight. I know it seems like I'm complaining and I don't mean to; I really am grateful for the opportunity I've had to further my education and I've made some really great friendships up here but I feel like I just want to move on...
On a happier note, Morgan and I are doing really well! I know he's had to adjust quite a bit because of my quirks but he's such a great man and an incredible support to me! I feel so blessed to be with him and to know that we have so much more to look forward to. He can make me laugh when that's the last thing I feel like doing. He's taught me to lighten up a little bit and helps me learn to just enjoy all the blessings we have. I tend to like to rush things and I'm not very patient so he's been a great help with that as well! I just can't believe how lucky I am :)
We miss you guys so very much too! I too am always rushing stuff and Monty has too remind me of those things as well! We always knew we were a lot alike, but it is fun to see that our husbands are too ha ha
ReplyDeleteI think school is a great blessing, but I also think you should follow your heart and the spirit. I hope you can come to a conclusion that you can feel at peace with...I admire you for making it this far and doing so well! :) Love you guys and am glad to hear what you have been up to!
I'd say I feel your pain but other then being REALLY impatient right before I finished beauty school (which only took one year) I don't have much to compare it to. Hah, also I only took block classes and they end tomorrow.... I don't think this is making you feel better, sorry. Anyways it's been so fun to see you this last little while at school! I'll miss it, but we need to get together and do a double date sometime soon. Good luck with school you will figure it all out!
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